In a Moment of Panic or is it A Cry for Help?

Hi there, Diamond Glamour Girls;

I awoke this morning to different noises. Rooster crowing, dogs barking, birds tweeting and neighbors warming up their cars, trucks for the long morning commute to work. It is country here. I am so not here, yet I am here. Do you understand? I am physically here, however my thought are on the home I lost. My life! My mom can't relate, she has never experienced this type of devastation. Her husband, was an immediate 911 call. To old and frie. What am I doing?

Have you ever felt like a child. Not in the normal way, or adult way, as the child that was hurt and needed you mom? That's a feeling that is indescribable as an adult woman. The pain so intense it would make even the strongest of adults cry for their mom. The pain described best by Job 30:16-23. No, I am not Jesus (I know Him) or Job (I am not Job, I have read about him and I once was a Job's Daughter even became Honored Queen), I am a woman from my birth, however I can relate to this type of pain. A pain so intense You just pick up the belongings you have and run to the what you think is safety. It is safety?

Great lead in for a blog don't you think. Intense! How else can one describe the pain one feels when they have to leave everything behind and move in with a mom that is re-married and has a life with her husband and their own way of being. It is a mom who is no longer the mom of your youth, yet you need the mom of your youth to talk to, to share your life with and what just happen.  It is a time when you both don't understand each other. Communication is no longer there in the same way. She can't relate to your experience and you can't relate to hers. She is now older than what you thought and her husband is even older. Instead of allowing us time, he tries to help (by trying to fix things.) There are some things that can't be fixed.
                                                                                                                                      Broken Marriages
                                                                                                                                Broken Hearts
                                                                                                                        Broken Homes
                                                                                                                 Destroyed Lives
                                                                                                        Employment Lost
                                                                                                 Financial Loss
                                                                                          Hurt Children
                                                                                     Burden Lives
                                                                                 Stolen Lives
 I ask myself...
      Would it have been easier if I would of just asked a neighbor for help?
             Would it have been better if I would have gone to a hotel?
                     Would it have been better if I would have asked my local church if I could sleep in their                                       building, so I could have shelter?
                          Would it have been easier if I would have would it have been better if I would have gone to                                my young man's dorm room and asked if I could sleep there?
                              Would it have been better if I would have gone to my ex-husband's home and humbled                                      myself again and asked to sleep there?
                                 Would it have been better if I would have run to the Doctors and gotten medication for                                     the pain?
                             
What is the right decision when that pain is greater than your ability to cope? That is something that even the bible doesn't talk about. Job lost everything. Job 14:22 "But his flesh will be in pain over it, And his soul will mourn over it." I mourn! I mourn! I SHOUT! Thank You!  

"If he offers it for a thanksgiving, then he shall offer with the sacrifice of thanksgiving,unleavened cakes mixed with oil, unleavened wafers anointed with oil, or cakes of blended flour mixed with oil. " Lev 7:12   Is this communion? Does he take even my right to have communion? Fellowship?What does the Lord want, that he doesn't already have? That he hasn't already done? Taken?

I like you am trying to figure it all out. In the wink of an eye my life changed. "Let them not rejoice over me who are wrongfully my enemies: Nor let them wink with the eye who hate me without a cause." Psalm 35:19

What will I do today that will make a difference? In my life? In the life of another? Did you hear my cry?

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Handbags and Woman

Define as:

hand·bag (h nd b g ) n. 1. A woman's purse. 2. A piece of small hand luggage.

handbag [ˈhændˌbæg]

n

1. (Clothing & Fashion) Also called bag purse (US and Canadian) pocketbook (chiefly US) a woman's small bag carried to contain personal articles

2. (Clothing & Fashion) a small suitcase that can be carried by hand

3. (Music, other) a commercial style of House music

[(for sense 3) C20: humorous allusion to the trend for groups of women to dance round their handbags in discos, nightclubs, etc.]

We woman love handbags and shoes, and you know I love a deal. This is one I have been saving up for.  So, for as long as I can remember I have wanted a certain type of handbag.  It is one of those that woman covet.  Lucky and cherished is the woman whose man buys her one.  It is like the finest diamond.     Berkins Are Like Diamonds

The man, who knows women, knows the importance a good pair of shoes and a handbag of quality mean to her.  The shoes make a statement of who she is and how she feels. But the handbag says the quality of her being.  The fabric she is made of.  What is important to her, to him to them as a couple as individuals.  Can she be bought for a price and if so what is her price?

I believe if you are a woman who likes good things and this doesn’t mean you are materialistic, you treat yourself with the respect you deserve.  You know the difference between a man of quality, moral and standards and a man who just wants a good moment.  It all is about how “He” treats us.  Isn’t it?  They can give us all the greatest things in life but make us pay for it in other ways.  Or they can be true in both.  Treat us good in both areas. For this type of man we are more than a trophy wife.  For this type of man we would be his mate rather than his ride.

 Recently, I discovered that I was important myself, and am important to others.  Self respect when you have been hurt is of the utmost importance.  We can all choose to live in the painful moments in life or we can choose to rise above.  Handbags are just one of those things in life we can use to express ourselves.  Quality, standards, integrity, honesty, morals, beliefs all of these things are expressed in our being and in the manner in which we conduct ourselves.  Some of us are civil, some pray, some gossip, some shop, some choose plastic surgery for their bodies, some of us just internalize things we shouldn’t in the hope we will be blessed, or it is the only cooping skill we have.  All of us women have different coping skills, some learned behaviors and some created by life circumstances.

One of my coping skills is to purchase a new handbag or shoes.  “Walk a mile in my shoes.” I always say before you judge me.   After you walk that mile, if you’re for me stay with me if not get out and return the money and wear and tear of that mile walked, so I can afford a new handbag and a new pair of shoes that were town while you walked that mile with me judging me.  The handbag I purchase will carry you in prayer I hope will be blessed in your life.

What does your handbag and shoes say about you?  

I Claim Victory for "He" Made Me Victorious!

Victory                  (1Jo5:4)                                      Victory                       

I                 (Rev15:2)                                     Irritating

Corruptible        (Cr15:54)                                       Champion

Tell                       (Mat 18:15)                                 Triumph 

O’                         (Ps 8:9)                                        Opposed to

Riches                 (1Ch 29:12)                                  Realization

Incorruption      (1Cr15:54)                                     Infuriating

Oppression       (Psa 62:10)                                    Opposition to

Ungodly             (Psa 73:12)                                    Unsuccessful

Sing                      (Psa 98:1)                                      Success